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Hey everyone! this would be more insite on my wonderful little world that i am living in this very moment. This website would cease to exsist if it wasn't for the stupididty of tripod, and since i max out all my web space on my other site, the one you just came from, i had to make a new one to put on the rest of the stuff i just need to make sure you know!!!

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The Letter...

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Read…
     Between the lines,

separating the letter,

under the words,

on the sign.

 

     The letter I sent you,

so long ago,

telling the truth,

on what I haven’t told.

 

     Explaining my life,

my unheard side,

hiding in the corner,

escaping I’ve tried.

 

     Nothing has changed,

nothing has worked,

I’m stuck in this corner,

with blood on my shirt.

 

     I must end it all,

start a new life,

leave the pain behind,

myself I must find.

 

     The time has come,

to start over again,

I shall climb the tree,

to find a new leaf.

 

     To let it fall,

the old leaf I toss,

a new one I find,

to have myself un-lost.

 

     This is my last goodbye,

to my previous life,

I shall never come back,

to this old life, where I just can’t hack.

 

            Read…

                        Between the lines

                        The letter I sent you

                        Explaining my life

                        Nothing has changed

                        I must end it all

                        The time has come

                        To let it fall

                        This is my final goodbye

            For death; I call.

                                     ~Jared 08/24/04

Wake up every day,

Constantly surrounded,

Can never get away.

 

Always in your face,

Forever in your mind,

Haunted by the sight.

 

You know its coming,

Coming right for you,

Unable to get away.

 

Wake up to the light,

Surrounded buy the brightness,

Can’t get away.

 

Shining in your face,

Burning in your mind,

Haunted by the sight.

 

You have taken the pain,

For way to long,

Time to turn out the light.

 

Wake up to the pain,

Surrounded by hate

Can finally get away.

 

Always in your face,

Forever in your mind,

Time to fight back.

 

Yelling with all your might,

Screaming with all your tears,

Overcoming the light in your eyes.

 

Screaming, yelling, running,

Falling to your knees,

Crying dying winning.

 

Lying on the ground,

to weak to move,

too lost to cry.

 

Shutting out the light,

Trying with all your might,

To keep shut your eyes,

As you wait here,

Wondering…

falling from the sky
lands onto the earth
surrounded
by the darkness.
 
looks around
there is nothing to be found
surrounded
byt the darkness.
 
shout out in fear
but no sound comes out
all is silent, hidden
in the darkness.
 
starts to walk
but is frozen in time
trapped
in the darkness.
 
the mind starts to fail
all is going blank
being taken over
by the darkness.
 
no longer exsisting
gone forever
eaten
by the darkness.
 
once falling from they sky
coming down onto the earth
into
the darkness.
 
-Jared 07/29/04